this is me right now. i am obviously not your freud.


hello. i know i haven't written in a while. it just felt like i didn't have anything exciting going on in my life that i would like to share with the rest of the world... or with the 3 people who read my blog. and i was being lazy. i still am, by the way. i'm in istanbul at the moment. it's like 800 degrees and i spend my days lying around in my apartment or in my friends' apartments and we go out to do something once the weather has cooled down a bit. i can't complain really, my last days in vienna were full of uni stress, so it feels good to chill for a bit.

a very dear american friend of mine is coming to istanbul to visit me next week. really looking forward to that.  we wanna go to the south of turkey at some point as well. beautiful beaches, wonderful scenery and night life. can't wait! i gotta study for my exams in september at some stage, buuuut idon'treallywannatalkaboutthatatthemoment.

it's weird to be back home, sometimes. everybody's talking about marriage and stuff. i don't even remember what it's like to be in a relationship.

my brother was playing this star wars game on playstation last night (force unleashed 2) and i was watching him and making comments ("don't go there, you came from that door", "you have to jump on that thing first to get to that bridge", "watch out for that stormtrooper behind you"... etc).  he said "does it ever occur to you, that we still do the same things we did 20 years ago?" "haha yes" i said, "now use force lightning on that robot". well at least some things stay the same... for another while.